Something I been thinking about since Thursday.

I hate the awkwardness in talking to girls. Its like “I hope I’m not annoying you, I’m really sorry if I am, but I really like you. Could you possibly look past my certain nerdiness and like me enough to go out on a date?” That’s how I feel everytime. Had a crush on this girl since high school, didn’t know we even went to the same college, and I still can’t form simple sentences around her. Like wtf is wrong with me?



I swear keeping my opinion to myself is the hardest thing to do on this website…

I see people with these opinions that I don’t exactly agree with. And it’s like I wanna say something. But I have to remember everybody’s entitled to an opinion. Even if it’s wrong or you don’t agree with it. And it’s over stupid stuff like tv shows or comic books. I’m just trying to be the bigger man I guess. Ol Tony’s growing up.



Thinking about leaving tumblr…

Slowly but surely growing tired of social justice bloggers and all of them attacking a subject without fully knowing all the information. I know everybodys entitled to an opinion but where do we draw the line between opinion and just being a dumbass? Then again…I’m so addicted to this site, I’d probably just have to put up with it.



gamefreaksnz:

Deus Ex Human Revolution film project inspired by Inception, Looper and District 9 
Deus Ex: Human Revolution film writer C. Robert Cargill and director Scott Derrickson aren’t trying to make a movie version of the game. 

This is what pisses me off. People are quick to make a game adaptation of a movie. That’s exactly like the damn movie you just watched. And they come out as god awful crap (excluding spider-man 2 which was interesting). But when people wanna see a movie adaptation of a game they don’t wanna make a movie version of the game. Wtf? Why doesn’t it work both ways if you’re gonna do it that way? I wanna see the badassery I played in the game. Save that different “movie” storyline for another game! 

Sleepy thoughts make unconscious words. They’re not realized or planned. They lack feeling. Endless in the corridors of the mind. Dream sequences said out loud.

Why am I so selfish?

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Gene Starwind is a pretty awesome name.

Maybe i’ll change my name to that



You ever wonder what happened to a person after you stop being friends?

I knew this one girl. We used to be close. But now all that’s left are her friends, nobody ever talks about her anymore. She’s not even on facebook anymore. Theres no connection between us or anything, I just wonder where she’s at now. She was a good friend.



I don’t really wanna go to college anymore…

Why can’t I just travel the world, blog about it, and make youtube videos. Thats my dream job. Why can’t I get paid for it.



Love terrifies me

  • It’s confusing
  • I fall in it easily
  • It takes me forever to stop
  • I’m afraid it’ll only be temporary 
  • I never know what’ll happen next 
  • I always wonder if the person loving me back will stop
  • Women don’t know when they’re in it or not and confuse others.



Life man…

It used to be my school life that was total shit and my home life was just solitude. Now my school life if fucking awesome and my home life is total shit. Sigh can’t have both? Fine I’ll gladly take this. I have female love interest. My mother can find another way to try and get me angry. That is all. Carpe Diem. Goodnight.



Goin to bed. Mixed feelings. Confused and shit. Shutting down my brain.

Sleep, sweet sweet sleep. Theres some things i need to think about that i don’t exactly wanna think about. Hopefully i get some answers this weekend. Carpe diem, and stay thirsty my friends.



I have this thing for tan lines…

Women who have these are irresistable to me. I think it’s my one weakness (except C-D cups). Just something I noticed. Maybe it’s because my last name is Tann…idk.



Funny thing about DST. It means we relive an hour of our life every year during fall. And loose that very same hour every spring. It feels weird reliving an hour of your life. But I wonder how it feels to loose an hour right in front of your eyes.

Just a thought. I’m goin to bed. Even though the clock says 1:38 it’s still 2:38 in my mind. Carpe Diem and stay thirsty. Goodnight.



Final thoughts…

It’s crazy how a post can make somebodies day. How someone can be having a horrible day. Possibly the worst ever, and from seeing one picture on tumblr, feeling something close to normalness. When somebody reblogs something of mine and says it made their day, it makes MY day. So as long as I can make that happen to one person every once in a while. I will keep this blog up forever. I love to make people feel good. Gives my life meaning. But I’m goin to bed now. I have a terrible headache. I love you all. Stay thirsty my friends. Goodnight.