I want the hurt to go away. I want the heart to stop these tricks. I want my emotions to die. I get lonely too. Nobody seems to care about that.

Can I keep a girlfriend for more than a month?!?!?! Why the fuck does everybody else get to be happy? What’s wrong with me being happy? Is it even possible anymore? I’m SICK of being single. WTF life?

I feel like I’m being cockblocked by god himself (if there is one)