The one that got away

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Everybody saw it but me. I was such an optimist that I thought. I don’t know what I thought. I’m such a dummy.



Everyday without her is like a day wasted. I ain’t gettin no younger. But I’ll wait till im a hundred if i have to. Imagine that. 100 wasted years waiting on the one you know you love. Is that true love? I’m still trying to figure it out.



An ear full about how I’m feeling. Feel free to skip.

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Everybodys on twitter with their cute couples talking about “life is good.”

Wheres my good life? 



I’m not saying I wanna kill myself…

but if a doctor told me I had 2 weeks to live, I wouldn’t exactly be sad about it.



Can’t sleep from a haunting dream about a future sans you. I don’t think I can live in a world where that realities true. But i’m being forced to now as I write this. Doing our own things cool and all but I can’t live like this…

I don’t love you much do I?

Just more than all the stars in the sky…

See how it sparkles in my eyes

I couldn’t hide it if I tried- that’s right

I don’t love you much do I?



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Blackstreet - Don’t Leave Me (by BlackstreetVEVO)



I still feel the same way I felt all the way back in February

Completely and passionately in love with her. Try and explain that. 



So broken up inside

I wanna go back in time. Back to when I didn’t hurt this bad or think this way. Back to when everything was perfect and I knew everything would be okay.



If you really read my blog you’d know that I love you more than air and that being apart from you is killing me. I just want you back. But if I have to wait, so be it.

She call my name and I feel like im that nigga