I just want some good coffee and some good music to listen to right now.
I want the hurt to go away. I want the heart to stop these tricks. I want my emotions to die. I get lonely too. Nobody seems to care about that.
Everybodys goin out tonight with their boyfriends and girlfriends. I just get to sit here and be…ugh. Just when I thought ish was getting better in my life something happens to remind me that my life sucks and it always will.
Can I keep a girlfriend for more than a month?!?!?! Why the fuck does everybody else get to be happy? What’s wrong with me being happy? Is it even possible anymore? I’m SICK of being single. WTF life?
I feel like I’m being cockblocked by god himself (if there is one)
Now for another endless night of watching g gundam (from the beginning), tumbling, and looking for Nick and Norah’s infinite playlist online. Oh, and music :)
